Writing nonsense

Watching,just watching myself waste away.Things inside ma head,hurtin me.My demons as dey r takin over me.No escapin it,no denyin,as u cant escape urself,cant deny ur own existence..Suffocatin,sitin here,dyin evry minute,over nd over..As if banishd 2 eternal hell..No theory,no science,no books..None have answers i need,sitin here nd wastin myself.